We're Kissing without Kissing

I wonder if anyone still checks this?
I sincerely doubt it, but the feeling has struck me, like the arrow struck Achilles and so I put my finger to key and write until I can write no more
To be fair though, it would seem that I am not really writing, typing being a more accurte description

So, invisible reader, I have just begun the rocky and painful road toward my tertiary education restarting. I'll be honest, the prospect of another year (5 Units. Yeah, I got totally owned) at University is not a very nice one. While I did enjoy some of the times I spent there, I will very probably be without the people who made it so fun and will have to make some new 'Uni Buddies'.
Who knows, maybe I'll meet some cool people but I really just want it to be over and get my degree.
Then I can show employers my super arts degree!

My birthday has come and gone. At this age it's become just another day. It saddens me a little bit, to think that a day which has given me so much joy for all my younger years now illicits little or no response emotionally. Does this happen everyone? Do we all inevitably fall into jaded adulthood with such ease?
Perhaps I've changed.

FUCKING STEAM BROWSER WON'T LOAD

My Republic

I'm fairly sure I've started going mad
Dick's right/left brain separation theory seems to be taking it's effect upstairs and I'm changing significantly
I don't know what set me off, but the defenses have gone up and I've started lashing out at the people in my house
It all started with my sister's interest in purchasing a dog. Now, don't get me wrong, I don't really have a problem with dogs in a short term capacity, they're attentive, energetic, all that jazz, which is fine, I just don't want one anywhere near my living space, they shit everywhere, make the house stink and break stuff (Most of the things I own are quite fragile).
My main aversion to a canine in the house however, was my cat of 17 years. I don't care how small or 'quiet' any breed of dog is, a cat of that age simply could not handle such a large intrusion of her space.
Long story short, I fought hard to block this dog idea and I think I upset the parties concerned.
This, however, isn't the bad part, usually in a situation such as this I get a sinking feeling of remorse and eventually say sorry for my actions, this time however, I felt nothing of the sort, and continued on my rampage.
I'm sick of people taking things without asking, assuming that doing something wrong will be all ok, should I continue to overlook these things? Or deal out some brand new justice?
Lets hope I'm not in this kind of mood for much longer, this only happens once in a blue moon and I don't care for it.
Split-brain is becoming very real to me, and I'm worried that I like the new me.

I wanted to share this

Hopefully it'll go all giffy when I post it

Oh dear...

It's been a long time since it's happened and worst of all: It's someone I can't have
Fuck...

That town...

That town indeed...
No matter how much I try, it keep calling me back
Like every character in this epic tale, I too am dragged back into this world of wonderous horror

For those who are still confused, I just received Silent Hill: Homecoming in the mail and boy am I excited! Granted, I had to get it from overseas since it's not out here (Grrrr), but for this game passing it over was simply not an option.
I was going to start playing it right away, but I think I'll wait until later, sit down with a hot drink and play it deep into the night.
I'm reluctant to be accepting of the re-inclusion of Pyramid Head. His initial inclusion in the 2nd game was a great addition to the story. One could have concluded that this apparition was a product of James' guilt about the death of his wife in Silent Hill.
I would like to think his appearance in the 5th installment was an effort to continue the theme of guilt on part of the main character. A manifestation of the feelings that the protagonist is trying to suppress, Pyramid Head being the 'bad thoughts' if you will (Much like 'The Butcher' in Origins)
Most likely however, that he is there because he is subject to much fanboyyery. And as much as a like him as a 'character', I would like to think my affection for the big violent guy is far more founded in the deeper meaning for him being there, rather than 'HURRR! He huz a giant knifelololol' >.>

I hope Alex is a hateable as Harry. Cause, lets face it, Harry was a cockhead. And as much as people have love for Heather as a protagonist, I much preferred the darker side of a protagonist. I mean, James was a champ, but he was still a murderer XD

By popular demand

And by popular demand, I mean Jen

So, I've been quite sick as of late and I've been missing classes I should not have been missing. Hopefully my incredibly awesome brain power will allow me to catch up on stuff.
The show is coming along nicely, I'm really enjoying working with Margaret Cameron, her way of directing is very new to me and I welcome the challenge of 'Playing Shape' rather than the way I'm used to performing. I feel that with time this method might suit me better.

I keep taking extra shifts at work, which I really shouldn't be doing. While I DO need the money, it's taking up whole days which should be spent doing uni work. With a Policy review (Whatever the fuck that is) due on monday, I really can't be wasting time. 8:30 til 6 on Saturday, qqqqq.

I've also been getting progressively more sleepy as of late. I don't know if it's because I've been overdoing it or if I'm getting sick again. I'm usually pretty healthy so I don't know if my immune system has given up or what.

Wrestling is coming to Perth in July next year! And it'll be the first time RAW has EVER come to Perth. Needless to say all funds shall be diverted to buying an A class ticket on October 17 when the tickets go on sale. With any luck I'll get to see HBK for the first time ever and also get to yell at Cena if he's back. But my dream, if it shall be granted, would be to see Vince McMahon, I know it probably won't happen, but I can dream. And I mgiht also see Beth! Om nom nom nom!

A Quiz in response

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Do we need this (Muse)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Natural Mystic (Bob Marley) - Eya me Rasta! I an I liek dis one chya

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I dare you (Shinedown)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Jihei Tansaku (Asian Kung-fu Generation) - Hmmm, I wonder what that means in English. It's a rad song though.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Take a Bow (Muse) - Hmmm, this one fits nicely

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Gotta Knock a Little Harder (Yoko Kanno and the Seatbelts) - Man, this one's creepy, I've always considered this song to have a ring within my own life.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
One Last Breath (Creed) - O_0

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Forest (SOAD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Wet Sand (Red Hot Chilli Peppers) - Bahahaha, this made me have many lulz

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
East meets West (Ghostmachine) - That's hella creepy, the 'person I like' is Russian...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Uniform (Bloc Party) - Aw, I am not!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Hitchin' a Ride (Greenday) - BEFORE they were crap

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Stage is Set (FF8 Soundtrack) - Hmmm, very epic thar

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Incense and Peppermints (John Carter and Timothy Gilbert) - One of the Austin Powers songs! It's a sign! I must have a 60s themed wedding!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I'll Cover You (Rent) - Holy shit, in the play this song is PLAYED at the funeral scene...

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Pea (Red Hot Chilli Peppers) - I love Pea, and he shall be my pea, and I shall love him forever

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Next Year (Foo Fighters)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Smack my Bitch Up (Richard Cheese) - It's the jazz version of it!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cygnus... Vismund Cygnus (The Mars Volta) - As soon as I figure out what it means, I'll tell you as well. Rest assured it's something weird